lets have the moment!

wazaaaaapp??
i am just too estatic with joy... things have been great, awesome actually....
But damn i miss thursday, i woke up sad and i slept happpily and late... hahaha
Thursday was awesome, had lunch with pa and conquered klcc... wooh damn gempak la everyone... especially when i called that someone early in the morning and she sound like seriously like someone's mom... :P
Everyone got good results and someone got too overjoyed kan shahir? haha
To those who didnt get satisfactory results, just chill... its true what our seniors said, pmr is just nothing... its to determine wether u go to science or arts next year...

Last night was awesome! its like driving without problems and results: i won baby yeah!! haha i feel like wanna belanja somebody la... haha so today i refuse to go out except later in the evening, everyone's going to maya's for a makan makan or something... cant wait! her mom is a damn good cook! on other news, everyone is being so generous and its awesome! i cant think of what i dont have now.... any suggestions? :P

oh yeah im still hoping for that meeting with scarlet johansson or scarlet j? haha if dats ever gonna happen... im gonna be happy if i can just meet her in my dreams :P.... and tonight ma said got another family dinner and like okay la, probably they'll come with gifts now :D..... i wanna re-live thurdsday la, just like johan said kan... haha

New year's is coming and im turning a year older means life is no more games, its full of higher responsibilities and expectations.... wow 16 is just a big number.... so see u later!


i still miss her so much... is she thinking of me too?

Christmas 2007

Hey.

So i went to penang from 22nd to 25th and it was great

Family. Laughter. Love. Music. : memorable time in penang...

Its amazing how u can discover someone and get close in 3days.....

And lets hope its only the beginning although its thousands of miles away.

Good luck for tomorrow...

KL World Marching Band

I miss last weeeek!!!!!
It was the rockest est est week of the entire hols! From Bali then KLWMBC then Sunway and damn i want to go to the entire week again... But the REAL thing was KLWMBC.....

I seriously thought it was gonna be boring and stuff so i went to Bali la...oh yeah, Bali was also fun...anyway, it started on tuesday untill saturday but i only came back on friday and Johan was like 'wei sual! come la everybody's here!'
So i did come and the first person i saw at the ticket entrace was syahira!!! haha i came in selamba only without ticket then i heard a someone screaming 'HEY SONNY!!' haha i knew that voice, it was last year's nco.... so they got me a pass and baju and suddenly i started working... hahah all the crew was people from either chocrane, sji, sbu, cbn, mbs and others....

I was wasting my time and didnt realise my pass was labled 'Assistance' so thats why la the foreign bands kept asking me for stuff... Finals was the following night at dataran... It was waaaay awesomee..... everybody was like working while playing u know, it doesnt really feel like working bcos ur havin so much fun with it.... so out of 13 local and foreign bands, only 10 were selected and here are the results!

KL World Marching Band Comp.

1st place: Bodindencha Marching Band(Thai)

2nd place: Sultanah Asma School Band(M'sia)

3rd place: Marching Band Bontang Pupuk Kaltim(Indo)

Best Percussion: Rajavinit Bang Khen Marching Band(Thai)

Best Uniform: St Joseph (M'sia)

The results were expected la and VICCB got fourth but they worked hard though...Sultanah Asma were suprisingly damn awesome.... ViCCB was the only one with pipes.... Got la some thai guys kecoh kecoh till farid and I showed off our skills and left them asking 'why dont u participate?'... then we start swearing them in BM...:P

But at the brightside i had one of a time during that 2 nites... NOW i hv contacts from thailand and indonesia well apart from maya and she met lotsa cousins kannnn??? haha.... they're really niceeeee people...

especially that all girls colourguard from thai.... and Riana's band from indo consists of only 25 people... and they're quite awesome... they played how deep is your love and it was soo niceee... i asked and she gave the notes to it so now im working on it.... its kinda awesome when i asked for some emails since its so far and they offered me their numbers so :D:D:D....haha

It finished around 11.30pm and everyone left for soda c. apparently whit had a lil party set up for the crew.... It was awesommeee!! there were around 52 of us and everyone worked really hard and the result!

KLWMBC was a success!!!

So there u go! and i met Hannah Tan(again :D) and mtv's denise at sunway on saturday.... check out my deviantart, pics is all there..... and also u can visit http://www.klwmbc.com/ if the pics is still there.... so im tired and im scared of results.... so see yaaaaa!!!

BeaTch! here i come!!!

Okay lets get to business.
i have just done with my packing. im going to BALI everyone,,
Thats right! BALI!!! hell yeah.. just a few of my cousins and I... damn its so last minute
Last year we went to PD so this year we decided to go to BALI! just decided last weekend though :P
My hp will only be switched on only at night time.. so anything, just text me :D
Ooooh i can already hear the plane, the people,the beach, the coconuts, the sun, the 'view' :P, the exotic small islands, the hot 'papitas'!! and YEAH!!!
i'll be back on friday... its gonna be AWESOME!!

and KLWMBC, good luck VICCB, i hope u lose... haha
Holidays rocks but things just currently sucks....
so adios amigos!!!

p/s: and guys, sorry abt not telling u abt this... :D

shocker

Hows it going people!!
Holidays? rocks like stone!!
Hnyway last nite i was interrogated by my dad. it was kinda scary/funny
haha it was bcos he went to uncle azim's kenduri and a number of people was asking for me... :P
Regretted for not going though... sheesh
Just sat home for weekend with my sisters... stoning around :D
Liverpool: dont talk much la rafa benitez and that ref was so fucking stupid

and now i have to go, i got dinner at 9 with my 'adik' that i have neglected :(
well im gonna be a responsible 'abang' tonight

So there u go!

UPDATED!

and La Senza? Victoria's Secret? Prima Donna? French? :P

wheels frenzy

damn man... yesterday was awesome! went carting with first-timer's ween well its kak ween now, haha and CW and laiza and alif and ika.... haha some people are so 'tall' that they had to put support seats behind their seats to reach the pedals...ween was crazy and kept skidding off, CW was okay, laiza was too 'fast'?
haha alif was alright and ika was and observer...she doesnt dare ride it... :P

anyway now kak ween is so kecoh bcos she got her P licence and she finish spm already.. and driving her car like mad....i cant even eat mentos in her car.... damn girl! oh yeah, we found the a short lyric of the year which is:

'Your hips, Your thighs, You got me hypnotized'
'Your hips, Your thighs, You got me hypnotized'

haha for a reason i think all the guys will like it...and its not made up its actually from a song.... :P


anyway holidays have been fun, its just i have a problem organising and prioritising.... i know people as a single and not like in a group so susah la wanna go out now.... too much friends? nahh i have a lil amount of friends but i have a lot of 'people i know'....and i dont really definiciate them as friends...

hah too bad la...today is so tiring and i cant wait for fridays night! :D :D

tiring day

today is such a tiring day...
i slept damn late last night thanks to ween's new driving licence.. ur car is wicked btw
then today was late for rugby training, as usual double laps for me
then got a call from dad, im playing golf with him after prayers and i was like WHATT!?! so after rugby i rushed home and to get my golf set and stuff and rushed to ttdi and prayed there
then got home at about 9pm? yeah and went to arif's next door to play with his new fusbal (i should get one for myself though) then i got an sos from my friend and rushed home and started working! it wasnt that far anyway...hah


anyway things sucks, im trying to get over her and her name kept popping out everywhere, from book authors to tv characters to store names and to make things worse i know another 2 person whose got the same name as her...

and i wanna make a shout out to miss malaysia DEBORAH PRIYA HENRY for the miss world tonight! im banking on you so make me proud :D....
i'll be watching you tonight!!!

damn it and tomorrow is gonna be a long day... :(

i dont wanna go home!!! damn it i feel london has been so short.... sigh

anyway i wanna make a shoutout to syahira who's birthday was 2 days ago....
sorry i couldnt make it to ur party and i il make it up to u when i get back okay sya?






im going to legoland tomorrow and im looking forward for it bcos ashley and her friends are coming too so yeah... and just for u to knw, someone's been hacking my blog so if u see some post thats not really me just solve the puzzle la.






i was looking through my sister's laptop and look what i found!

































i was 11 btw and i had a bag for my belly!
so dont laugh! only i can :P

london 07

hey everyone....
dont worry abt the previous post...girls come and go, i just hv to deal with it
ANYWAY! im having a blast here, have been here for a month now ey? yeah since after raya...

well i deserved this anyway since i didnt follow the family trip in june bcos of pmr.... its just my eldest sister, my mom and i also with kevin here and it has been BOOM! no words can describe it... my sister lives here anyway....

so apart from what i knew yesterday, im having non stop fun...lovin the weather, especially the people and ashley! haha she's my sister's neighbour's daughter and i knew her since i got here and yeah well she's really nice...she's in school now and im gonna meet her for starbucks later with her friends.... from her halloween party,to movies, to snowboarding and ice skating and kevin thought me how to skateboard and roman bath and carting with kevin....gah! kevin is my sister's boyfriend and he's the coolest! and he works with starbucks, the office i mean la...not the cashier.... he made my trip here the bomb....

i like going on the bus at 3.30...why? bcos thats when school kids here rides in it to get home and they are friendly...not to mention hot! haha the guys are also cool actually....

if according to schedule, im going home next week which i dont want to, trying to extend my stay here bcos i dont wanna go home! but yeah so many stuffs awaits me in kl and too many people miss me....haha

so anyway here are some of the pics on my cam...most of it is in kevin's and he still havent give me but il add some more later...



its freezing and we're drinking cold coke....genius!




picnic in the cold



Roman Bath with my sister...i mean big sister fyi



someone's tomb



Kevin V!



Roman Army wannabe






he wants to be an army too...well i cant stop him :P








its supposed to be sacred hot spring water





behind me is NOT a pool..haha

im missing much of the pics bcos its with kevin so il updater it when i get them....
im hungry and im still sad, i lost apetite bcos of her...damn, ashley's still in school now so i got nothing to do, thats y im blogging.. so later...

empty

hey everyone...im still in london, will be home next week tuesday...my trip here here has been great and i dont wanna go back...
anyway today is the most devastating,the most saddest day of my entire life....i dont know how i can express whats in my heart...i feel so hopeless, i cant do anything, i cant think properly.....

Today i just got to know that my crush, the one thing that i ask, that i want, the little thing that i hoped for has someone else in her life.... the thing that made me so sad and so angry is that she snuggled him today....and i thought she was a girl of high potential, has high perceptions towards life and has principals that she held on....only to know that she was cheap and just like any other usual girls....for the everytime, i respected her bcos of who she is, i liked her bcos of who she is but its sad to know that all ur patience and ur opinions towards her is for nothing....she's just like any other girls....i take back all of the things that i've said about her... im really hurt.

i maybe can accept the fact that she's not intrested in me and likes someone else but the one person that she likes, why must it be the one that i really really freaking hate...i swear im gonna make him pay for this....he is no match for her..... he changed her to be someone that she's not.. and that's not okay with me.... i am gonna make his life miserable and make him suffer if he ever hurt her....

She was everything that i've ever wanted, the one thing that i ask but it didnt happen.... why must that be.... i think of her the every second of my life since i knew her 2 years ago.... but now only i know that the evrytime i think of her, she was thinking about someone else... why have i been wasting my bloody freaking time??? i cant get her out of my mind although how hard i try..
we all have our first true love and this is mine... why does this happen to me?? i never let a girl get in the way of my life but she did although how much i deny it....

i wasted my time for nothing and i cant believe i just did.... i dont think i can fall in love with another again ever again... although its still early to say so, i think i just cant.... i cant accept this is happening..... and i dont think i ever will..... i was in love over her....she turned me into such a fool... i drive myself crazy over her...i wanna stay here in london, where no one really knows me, where i can start a new life and be thousands of miles away from her...

my crush, i hope and i really hope that ur relationship does not work out,u'll have a miserable time with him and by then, i hope u would remember what i said about him....

'i feel blank'

insert a title here

hey everyone! so here i am 1.36am just done with my packing....
pack?? hell yeah! im off to london with my sister and mom to get a month of rest and put my troubles and problems behind, just relax, chill and have fun....yeah!
anyway these 2 weeks have been great most probably bcos my sister is here yeah....everyday is damn packed with stuff to do/places to go.... its been pure fun...hell yeah!
oh yeah, that day i went to p ramlee musical on the first day, the props and all was great...it was cool but the story was quite a drag and was boring but was fun towards the end.... someone on the back row even snored like bloody hell u knw untill someone had to shhh him up....went twice though, one with the whole family and one last minute with jasmine's family bcos her sister cant go...
its amazing ho jasmine can chose me out of all the other guys...a sign?? maybe :P
guess who sat beside me in the first show????? STEPHANIE CHAI!!!! hell yeah right exactly next to mee!!! yeah i was like watching her searching her seat and was like 'come to me come to me' and she did u knw, kinda felt her ass when she had to go through me at the alley....damn she's fine....did i mention friendly too??? yeah talked to her during the intermission....she cant believe someone knew her and i was like how could i not??? haha got a pic but damn blogger takes forever to upload it....



whatelse happened ey? there was joe's open house then shahir's and nasril's and also ween's and sofya's and lynda's and erika's...yeah had good food....erika's was rocking....oh yeah! talking abt rocking!!! my open house/after pmr party...

it was damn effing the best party....haha too bad those who couldnt come or wasnt invited....haha there was juniors and seniors and also outside friends and also friends of friends and yeah! it was pure fun hosting it...
i wanna finish it at 10pm but ended around 11.30? yeah joe and shahir was the last to go back...haha shahir found something valuable in my wardrobe eh? haha cost me though to host it but it was all more than worth it...
i was hoping this someone could come but didnt show up...sighness


anyway im gonna leave tomorrow at 7am...have to wake up at 5.30 and here i am almost 2 not asleep yet...haha im gonna miss everyone laa...all the hangouts after school and friends and Miss G... damn im gonna miss everything for a month but still its all for me kan....


i gotta sleep so see everyone in a month's time??? yeah! so take care and enjoy to form 3's only! not u li jia!!! haha yeah so take care and ciao!

i want mcdonalds!!

haha i've been stuffing myself with mcdonalds for the past 3 days....haha lemang lemang and ketupat rendang all first and second day can tahan la, but when enter 3rd day, im in for mcd, kfc, a&w and all...haha

Ramadhan this year really thought me a lot......i've learnt a lot and the most important thing is patience.. lookinh back and just see if i hv a bit more patience, i could,ve change a lot of things... its just that i get angry easily and sometimes things just go the opposite of the way i want it.... thats why sometimes my anger just go out of control.... so when its the time for minta maaf and all, it really means a lot to me la....

well anyway tonight im hosting after pmr party/raya open house....haha yeah so its bound to be rocking but dunno la, depends la on the condition...if the ying yang's there, then chun la....hah
after pmr life rocks la, i havent felt this since std 6, but its even better..... now that its after puasa, its like monkeys out of their cage...haha this saturday onwards, i am out all the time....haha plans la but still ring me if u wanna hang, sometimes sucks ot hang with the same ppl everyday....haha but im going off next friday, for a month? lebih kurang la..... damn nervous la, im competing myself la...wow....drag training's starting next wednesday...well hope all goes great for me later.... :P

oh yeah! i opened my treasure chest yesterday! well this treasure chest is like a chest where i put all my happiest/sad/meaningful experiences of life there, mostly sentimental la.....there's stuff like pics, clothes, lil stuffs, sticks, macam macam la.... anyway it really touched me to see how far i've become and my life present and past is just 2 different persons....haha anyway here's the stuffs that i found yesterday:


-a 1995 5ocent coin nabila gave me in std 2, the first thing she ever gave me,
-a card also she made me in std 4? yeah and also that 50 buck as a gift....amazing i havent use it
-red power ranger bag i used in kindergarden
-the video and pics during sri inai annual concert in 1998...i was the main storryteller
-the pic of adam,evon,aisyah and i during the aftermath of the concert....damn cute wei
-past years birthday cards
-last year's grease production, awesome pics and video and my almost t bird jacket... cant believe my hair was that thick that time.....it has been a year now...
-my first ever walkman, old edition ps and the first ever gigantic nintendo...damn
-primary school pics, hahah i was such a geek....yeah cant believe it and also trophies of nonsense stuff


banyak lagi la...malas nk type....anyway i gotta get ready now...abang is out buying ice i guess so see u in my next post....and selamast hari raya! maaf zahir batin! (i really meant that) :P

M-15, Kensington Park

Helloooo....i am so happy to tell u dat im blogging from M-15, Kensington Park Homes, Sri hartamas... which is the residence to my good friend,
Putri Putih Sumaya.... or otherwise known as only maya....
Maya's house is damn chunted.... a very beautiful house...yeah no wonder she's always happy...haha anyway was here since 3 or 4 just now with sya and joe aka Mr Maya couldnt come bcos 'busy'? blah la wei!haha
Its the first time i came here without any intentions of studying..haha lepaked here then only realized it was late and sya and I wanted to go home but Maya's mom insisted us on staying for buka since it was only her, maya's lil sister and brother and also maya la....Sya still had to go but since abang buka outside, i decided to stay for buka la....i tell you, her mom is so damn friendly wei.... Lucky joe! :P

Her mom's also a great cook, she cooked this mee with something something just now and it was delicious... i didnt eat that extra stuff we bought at pasar juadah... anyway just got in after accompanying maya's lil adik-adik play bunga api and also it was maya's first time playing mercun...haha damn scaredy cat la her...

Right now, im in Maya's room, dont think different la....ur eyes can get blinded by the purple-ness in her room...well she's in the toilet...shit much? yeah i can hear her signs of relief... haha a day at Maya's was fun la...i love the environment here...should come here more often??? i think not...haha

oh yeah! stuuffs right after pmr, i shall post dat later la... too rocking!

4 hours

Yeah!
Thats how much i get to sleep everyday since september....i sleep at 2am then wake up at 5am for sahur then i waited straight to get ready for school at 6..... thats just 3 hours of sleeping...the remaining hour is 30mins of sleeping at school and also 30mins. of sleeping if i force myself to study after i got back from school...

see....kesian rite, i knw im not the only one but still just 4 hrs out of 24hrs...thats like only 1/6 of the whole day...and im starting to have eyes like a panda....i tell u, after i finish pmr, my favourite past time then will be sleeping...



anyway as y'all know its my new link.....sorry gotta change it bcos its like too exposed...many people knew about my blog...and my blog is not for everyone to see.. its bad enough that other strangers knew my blog, they even commented as anonymous la, gues who la..... screw them la....


Pmr is seriously around the corner, i can see it coming now... sighness its comin so fast la... i think the last time i counted was in april, till then so much stuff/things/events happened that i lost counted...for all i know, its next week already...but anyhow for the past 2 months, i've been cutting down on everything...and im glad that i succeded although theres still a week left but still.... could say im ready la...just need to analize the gerak gempur papers i got this month.... after this, its all up to me and i hope god will help me through it..


i didnt do much during the weekend, just sat home studying like theres no tomorrow.... and also online, thanks a lot to everyone that kept me company during the weekend late nites....really aprreciate it....so im gonna name them..

i wanna say a special thanks to:
-ween
-joe
-sofya
-li jia! :D
-choo

yeah thanks a lot again....gosh, look at the time...i should continue studying so see everyone around and study smart!!! dont study hard or else it'll damage ur brain so study smart...:D


Cp dinner nite pics.....







Vengadesh victor







Chong Wan Yu







Ritesh and Andrew Matthias



Sara Lim



School Capt. Bernard leong


Best Senior Yeow Li Jia :D




Police officer David Tan :P




Soh Yun Han

Theres lotsa pics with every other senior but these all are just randomly picked except for li jia's... bcos i know she'd flip out if i didnt put her pic here....:P

Anyway all my seniors are awesome....i didnt know them that much although i really wanted to but they have been a very good example and i wanna be like them some day..u know, something like a mix of respectful kevin, sensible bernard, smart izzat, stern yun han, funny rafiq, cool david, friendly wan yu with a smile like li jia's? haha i'll miss everyone when they leave school later...

So yeah! study....i forgot...
bye again....

the one on the last nite

*Yawns*
damn it, im having a bad headache since i woke up just now...argh its killing me but wat the hell!!!!
Last nite was pure awesome..my dad let me out for the cp dinner nite and i went... well lets just say it was quite okay, fun la actually.... got lotsa pics though, dats the most important one though bcos i wont be able to get them anywhere else... pics were awesome, i got one with every senior...
Those pics are a keeper....

The dinner finished around 11? yeah but that was like freaking shit early and them guys wanted to catch a movie but that was too i dunno.... thought of following sandip for drinks but got other plans la.... of course! its not like i can easily get a nite out when its just a couple of days left before pmr... and besides its friday nite and ur in the middle of kl...its a waste if u just kept quite

Met up with asyraf, anna, shuan,eym, chee wen and chee wen's hot friends at muse... and also ween
since that gala thing, muse has been our favourite port now....haha the place is chunted la.... well now i really had fun.i promised myself only coke for the nite but wat the hell! had a few shots, my few shots could may have been 6? that was how many i counted before i lost it....haha hit the dance floor, it really has been a while since i did and it was great... my hands were everywhere :P.... and chee wen's friend, leiza? its pronouced laiza but i dunno how its spelled...anyway she is definitely someone i would hit the the dance floor with.... after that had a few more shots and went home.... but the thing is, i cant remember wat happened after that, i woke up this morning still in last nite's clothes and there was dkny delicious' perfume smell on my shirt....still tryin to recall wat happened... could say was wasted la...damn

anyway dad was here just now and abang really covered me well... luckily didnt kantoi that muse chop on my hand :D... cant remember wat time i got home but dont worry, it was early in the morning la... :P since its fasting month, cant believe i did all that again...kinda feel guilty though but yeah things has happened and i really needed it, ive been feeling down since forever..

It was a nite to remember...thats all i could say....

'Its comingg!!!'

current music

Im tellin u this song have been in my head for the past week, i've been listening to this like everyday...

Its Dada featuring sandy rivera and trix: Lollipop

this song is seriously damn dirty so i'll give just a line of the lyric la
'I'll lick ur ice-cream, and u can lick my lollipop'
hahah now u get the whole pic dont cha? haha its true la, not made up one...
So my advice after listening to this song is, 'STOP touching urself!' hah!
Actually this is what happens when ur stuck at home, studying non-stop...ur head goes seriously cuckoo...and for someone who's used to being out all the time, it kills me even more...

Anyway today is first day of fasting month at school and it was intresting...
i was cuckoo the whole day, even the teacher asked me wether im okay or not..haha dunno wat happened la, everything is funny today..
And yeah for those who view my blog frequently, i think y'all should take my blog la bcos u view my page like daily? and i update it like barely once a week...

So i cant wait for pmr to be over, i got stuffs lining up for what im gonna do after pmr, and i can say that i dont hv even a single second to waste... hah but yeah im still scared la that its coming so fast...

Life

well lotsa happened since i last updated...oh yeah i was sick 2 days before merdeka, according to my bro i 'demam merdeka' but watever la but yeah i was got well on the 31st...anyway my fever was killing me, my temp was going up and down and it got me even more sick..kinda effed up la..haha but yeah as i said everything happens for a reason...so this was it,:D

On merdeka eve, my bro decided to throw a party at our place so i was like okay la...since i wasnt well, i didnt invite anybody and instead i stayed in my room and only got out to get drinks and foods and 'cuci mata'.....haha, people kept coming in and out of my room seeing at how i was and it was kinda anoyying though....But suddenly out of nowhere, came in Miss J and i was like 'woooo' and played sick although i really was okay then she was like being a super hot nurse that nite and we saw a tad bit of that firework though....well she was the only one my age bcos like she followed her sister so she stayed in my room la... i know this is my bro's work so for that i love him so much :D.....That hour and a half was great...there were lotsa talking and 'other stuff's'..hah!

anyway just had last brainstorming last week and it was seriously messed up, i was kinda relieved when they dismissed me at first but found out later that it was a big prank and everybody passed...cant believe i fell for it but anyhow im now a school prefect..:(

Last month and this month is like the hardest...i have to leave everything i always or desire or like to do..... and instead im doing everything that i dont wanna do like for example, studying really hard....Damn i've been like punishing my brains...God i need a time out...just one night will be great...

'everything happens to teach u something, well i just hv to trust that rite now'

holidays.....are over

hell yeah its over....shit, i wished this time never comes...
this week have been so long yet so short...holidays really sucked la..im like kinda grounded at home bcos like everytime i wanna go out, my mom would start bising bising so better not la.... for the first time, the every single day of this week, i have like a routine which is wake up, eat, sleep, study study study....
i really freaking pushed my brains throughout the whole week... feel really kinda sad though...
anyway although the hols sucked so much...i believe that everything happens for a reason....well the reason is friday night and saturday...
Friday night was like my fairy tale night...it really felt like it....
my partner, Miss J was really really really b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l....i really cant believe that she was my date for the night...Being her herself has as always already mesmerized me and just wearing that hot dress, with her long hair and and and its just amazing.....i think the others really envied me though.....i personally looked well i looked pretty good that night despite my fucking bowtie was tied like 8times and it finally took my bro to tie it up for me... damn...
That night was magical and it even was when i found out Miss H T was there somehow....and i suprisingly talked to her and she was really really really talkative and friendly....i've always seen her in mags but she was even hotter up close...

The night was disturbed by Miss J's problem but it was soon resolved and i kinda calmed her down....She still looked pretty even with tears in her eyes...
'Dancing in the Moonlight'...thats all i can say


the thing finished early for us and Asyraf bring us all to muse....The rest of the night was history...to explicit i suppose....
this week is suppose to be the hardest week of my life and i just hope i can get through it.....lets just hope for the best...:D


'it just sucks when u know that something u want so much is the something that u cant have'

English Drama Nationals!

English Drama Nationals 2007 in langkawi was the bomb! Its even more explosive when ur in the Kuala Lumpur team.... there is so much words to describe the kl team:

The most happening team?
The most loudest team?
The most chilling team?
The most cool team?
The loudest team?
The most awesome team?

That is what u get when u mix:
Izzat,Kiang,Theng,Marvin,Jonathan,David,Andrew,Suren,Phillip,Ivan,
Julius,Wai Keat,Andy,Izzaz,Firdaus and 2 oldboys Ravin and Christy together... plus our most beloved, most cool teacher, Miss E
Langkawi was the best experience i got so far in high school...Being the only form 3, at first i though i was gonna be lost and all my senior's would just treat me like a stranger but NOOO!!

ALL these 18 people are very good people..they even rock... they let me blend in the team easily without even bullying me and all....I would just like to say an endless thank you to my teacher, Miss E for bringing me in the team in the first place... If it wasnt for her, I would've miss this once in a lifetime chance....

ANYWAY!

Langkawi was the best...soo much stuff happened there...although we didnt qualify but we are still champions and i think that many other states just wish that they had a rocking team just like ours...

The things that i really miss right now:
the usual circles that we made
the loud cry tht boosts our energies up
the jokes we made at the table
the dirty jokes we make and made the teacher all blurr and laughed abt it
the one where teacher pulls my hair for saying bad words
7th floor project with Jonathan :P
the one where the form 4's was jealous bcos i got BOTH of the twins to MYSELF single-handedly:D
the anger while doing exam bcos everybody else was out flirting and stealing MY 'stuffs'!:D
the one where everyone was crammed into one room and doing lines in the dark
the one where i was 'raped' a few times..:P
the one where everyone was equal despite their ages...

Seriously! if i didnt join them for langkawi...i would've not known izzat was a player and was soo cool and also open-minded... i would've not known that stern looking ivan was crazy abt cartoons and was so funny.... its just amazing when u get to see the other side of people... although people say theres always next year, its different bcos the team rocks with all this 17 'special' people and who knows if we have new people nexr year and it wont be as rocking as this one... lets just hope for the best yeah...





the ever famous Kuala Lumpur champs






before comp.






our famous circles




props team...




they asked for it...not us..lol






geopark




with Ravin and Miss E


That could've been another state if they didnt curang...lol




no comment...lol





the uber famous pic tht made form 4's pissed at me...pfft





langkawi jetty with Theng, Andrew, Suren and Izzat



Miss E finally had her revenge after i took many pics of her sleeping...lol

I learnt a lot of stuffs here but the most important thing is....
Dont ever ever curang to KL team bcos u will end up with a boring state and instead of having fun in geopark,
y'all wasted the day by going to some legendary grave dats not even original! hahah
oh yeah, i forgot...the drama team also 2 other rocking boys, kevin and qi kit...
qi kit is damn good at props, thts why he's propsmaster though...but sadly he couldnt join us but i knw he really wanted to go... and also kevin aka detective luqmanul, i really owe it to him though bcos i got to go bcos he cant but however he's damn chunted at his role but unfortunately he had to go to uk to represent m'sia in scouts but he still rocks....


well, hols suck... i wanna repeat langkawi again!!!(dream on)

i forgot i had a blog

hahah yeah i forgot i had a blog since its been a long time since i update it...
ANYWAY since uv nation, lotsa stuff happened...the good and the bad and the good and also the bad... just cant remember la.... its funny that when stuff happens, i wanna put it in my blog but i'll end up forgetting it when im in my blog... haha anyway i'll update this when im i remember stuffs... so

CHILL!!

uv nation

UV NATION!!
wow last night was one hell of a night. security was a lil tight though but it still rocked.
it started at around 6 but wheres the fun at 6 o'clock?
so me,joe,shahir,faiz,syed,julius and nas went in one car and met sya,maya and lynda there.
when i stepped down there, i totally lost track at time.
i think i met a lot of people there but it was all for a split second as everybody was moving and moving. i know joe really lost it and yeah he was really active last night.
me joe maya and shahir went to the main arena as there is where the top dj's were and sya lynda and julius went to the urban room instead. they finally ended up in the main arena when they heard satisfaction all the way. haha i gotta say i liked scott project's better than benny benassi's but thats just me. julius doesnt even know when they changed dj's. for all he knew, there was music. haha eh and did y'all know that dj desire was a chick? now thats hot. btw, both main dj's was not english u knw nor american. they were german or something.
it was all fun UNTIL maya felt uneasy and felt sick.we tried to bring her to the medic booth but tak jumpa! so we had to bring her to the back and she told us that she had to go bcos tak tahan all that noise and people? we persuaded her to stay but it all stopped when she puked. So joe had to take her to the car la but noo, he was busy shuffling.
But he still went and took maya to the car and got lost to come back in so he decided to go home with maya instead. kesian johann! hahah. overall uv nation was good but i think tiesto last year was better. but uv was larger in number though. still! it was one of the best!

oh yeah, i hanged with kittykat for a while untill i lost her as well. so it ended up late and everybody was hungry so headed to nz and had 2dozens of chicken wings. haha yeah it made me forgot that i have school on monday.

school! i really dont wanna talk about it. the 2 weeks feels so short and short. it feels like it was just yesterday my parents went for holidays and now its already sunday and i have school tomorrow. and i also need to submit my sejarah project tomorrow. life currently could say its hard but it doesnt suck. yet!

sins and tragedies

hey everyone! im here very healthy and breathing alive.
i apologise to most of you bcos i've been missing lately and not answering ur calls, replying sms etc etc. its just maybe i've been a bit busy.
anyways, for those who didn't know. i've been home alone with my brother at my parents during this holidays. yeap, just me and my brother at my home, home. we discovered a lot about the house though and kinda messed it up. i mean its really messy. well my parents and sisters went for holidays and im left bcos of exams. actually i chose to stay bcos i wanted to.

HOLIDAYS! is just so short. damn! i cant believe its already friday and i hv school on monday.
it barely feels like 2 weeks. shits la. but it was fun though. during these almost 2 weeks, i watched 5 movies! plus i watched pirates twice bcos apparently somebody fell asleep during the first time we watched it so we have to watch it again. anyway there was this one time i went with my brother at cineleisure for spiderman. the system was bloody down so had to buy it manually and there were the last 2 tickets left! but separated. but what the hell la kan i watched it and for the first time, i was bullied!! there was this group of girls on my right and they were tickling and throwing popcorn at each other. and it somehow hit me! and this girl next to me was playing sleep leaning against me. it was anoyying though bcos her friends dared her to. i can tell they were not watching the movie except when that goblin jr was without clothes. yuck! but it still was an adventure though.

there was also carting, crazy arcades, crazy pool and fusball etc etc. and i hv my awesome cousins to thank for so thanks guys.

oh yeah LTC was posponed so hell yeah! damn but i still cant run from this room problem.
and one friend told me what if they put one queen bed. it would be cool but still...

ey have u ever watched the tv or movies and have all this drama and problems that ended up with problem solved and thought that it could not happen to you bcos its really sad and devastating. anyway one just happened to me. i always see it in tv but thats all fake, they dont feel what i do right now. they're just reading lines and giving fake cries.

no reason to feel so emo la. i just cant deal with it. how do people deal with it anyway?
so im gong to the club later to kick somebody's ass in tennis. later!

what i've done. haha

since 15th may? i seriously forgot what happen. well im just gonna write what i do remember la.
anyway yesterday we celebrated teachers' day in school.

i gotta say it was one of the best la. the performance especially. there was a combination of teachers and students etc etc. after the celebrations, every class held a class party. 3h's class party was the BOMB! haha it was like strictly no teachers and they put on music. It really felt like a REAL party. there were breakdancing, shuffling, crazy dancing etc etc. at first there was just us then the form 4's and 5's came in and they battled shuffling.
Even all the prefects was also joining in. Sugan the deputy was really the shits la... he made breakdancing look seriously easy. ooohh it was damn the bomb la. it lasted for a loong time and i only realised when it was 12.50pm and all tyhe muslim boys were late for friday prayers. so then we ran downstairs and headed towards the mosque la. so yeah that was one hell of a day!

saturday! today!!
the cpb had a trip to one orphanage callled ti-ratana in desa petaling. it was compulsoryfor all the probates but it was optional for the cp's. shits la but a number of cp's went la. at first i was kinda half-hearted bcos shahir and the rest all went jamming in b.b and i had to go to this thing. not what la, but whos gonna play the drum?! anyway the trip was cool. it serioudly made me and others realise how fortunate we are and pity those kids. im glad that we all made their day today. they seriously looked happy. liew moy leen, 5 years old was there. she was like my partner for all the games and i was so touched by her. i mean i tried to put myself in her shoes and it was really hard but yet she's always gullible and happy. i was so sad to see all of them waving at us when we left the house. sigh. ANYWAY! we were suppose to meet the children kan but yun han did not. instead she was flirting with one of the caretakers. haha gila la that guy. i think he was sad to leave the orphanage bcos of the caretaker la, not bcos of the children. hahah! our trip back to school was hillarious. in the bus, we fooled around and kinda celebrated david's b'day. hahah then before going home, everybody wanted to go to mcd so i joined la. i think mcd was like full with prefects just now. haha
overall the trip was fun la. i learned many things about life today.

So i should tell y'all that be thankful of what u got, ur clothes, shoes, money, parents bcos u have not yet seen the unfortunate ones. its natural in human that u appreaciate things more when its not there in front of u.
but i think im still not too late to advise y'all right. so yeah be thankful in everything. never say its not enough.
:d

Dr. Nina Baizura. sweetness!!

ah woohhooooo!!! i met her today!!!! woooohooo!!!
haha yeah today is the re-call day for all those who gigi bermasalah. well okay la, dr nina baizura is like the dentist who comes to my school every year for our annual check up kan. i've had like this crush on her for like since form 1!!!!! well lets face it, with a woman like her, tell me one boy in st john's that wouldnt fall for her. even the male teachers does!!! hahaha

the story goes like this, her assistant came la to call out the names kan. well i was like dissapointed la bcos my name wasnt called. then like shortly after that, alif came back saying that they left out my name and called me la. i was like woohooooo!!!! sorry joe, she's mine.

well i went there and like it was empty i mean no patient there la. then i was playing the usual game la.
i wasnt that scared actually but just simply went like 'doc, sakit tak?' 'doc, how long ah?' 'doc, will it cause pain?'. and she was like 'jangan risau, budak st john kan semua kuat kuat. tak sakit pun.' hahahaha

then it started. u knw la, that scary machine sound right then i simply went like aww, argh. everytime i went like that she's gonna be like 'sakit ke?' and im gonna be like 'buat slow slow sikit eh'. hahah my eyes was like staring at something else! for the whole 15 mins. on the chair, it felt like HEAVEN!!! hhahaha!

so that was my very very very fun/intresting/pleasure adventure. haha. sorry guys, jgn la jealous.
hey! i waited 3 damn years for a call back okay! and it has been loooong. haha yeah i wish i could turn back time and enjoy the sweet moments but yeah i cant! :(

on other good news, today we welcome all the new lower form sixers!! i wasnt in the orientation committee butt whatever i did help out just now. from the way i see it, got la a few. *ehem ehem* boleh tahan la.
hahah but nothing beats the one and only kittykat!! :D

current obsession

so i have my current obsession.
im really obsessed by her looks, beautiful-ness, hot-ness, sweet-ness. just words cant describe.
it all started on friday last week when i saw her at the newspapers. at the first glance, i was already damn mesmerized! then i went to the music store and got her latest music cd!
boy does she have a really nice, sweet voice. oh my god! its like an angel's voice but i know angel sounds better damn a really soothing voice.
i've been listening to no other songs but her's the past few days. i just cant go a day without hearing her voice. y'all can laugh but what the hell. haha
for the first time that i bout a cd and listen and like every single song in the cd.. i've been hearing it day and night.

bunga citra lestari. yeah thats her name and yeah she's indonesian. a hot one! i know i hardly listen to indonesian songs but she is just....undercribable.. as i said, words cant describe.

anyway i know y'all have lotsa things to bahan me right BUT i have all the answers now!

joe : damn she's hot and i know u'll get steamed when u see her! haha
maya: ur orang kampung la! i know u'll definitely have nothing to say kan. hah!
shahir: yes im the rock drummer in ur band who listens to indonesian songs! :P
sya: dont get jealous when im gonna make shahir crazy over her! haha

so thats all i could think of so c ya!!

wasp

the title is non so ever related to the subject. hahah
i've been really lazy to blog lately..malas much? yeah kinda busy too. aiyo...
anyway lotsa stuff happened since last week. yeah lots! there's pa's 55th etc etc...
pa's 55th was the bomb! had dinner at alexis then off to ktv. oooh that was fun really!!
the one night everybody was jumping up and down and enjoying to pa's singing. wooooooo!!!!

well was supposed to go to sms to watch under-14 rugby with nabs but ended up cancelled so went jalan jalan with the guys then went home.
so yeah thats practically it. i cant remember much but y'all already know what im up to right. whats the point of putting it here anyways. haha so later!!

7days

yahoooo!! haha thats for nothing actually.
well i've been quite busy till i didnt check online stuffs for almost a week.plus my blog as well.
anyway today's a sunday and i just got back from cineleisure damansara with the guys just now. it was fun, there were like a flee market or what just now. good news for the girls then. anyway all the guys were so damn dissapointed that they bring their gf's just now! hahah damn lotsa hot girls. they were really controlled by *them*!hahahah well this is what happened for the week:

Monday: normal school day

Tuesday: normal school day

Wednesday: normal school day untill i decided to go home with a reckless hot chick. lucky ur hot girl! or
else i would've never go in that death car of yours! hahaha

Thursay : Holiday! king's installation. damn i had tuition all day but decided to go to the club in the evening
i saw this one 'little' girl there playing tennis but i wasnt 100% sure that was her but boy am i
gonna be the happiest guy alive if i met her and just say 'hi!' sighness....

Friday: stupid school didnt gave us holiday so its a school day and so is monday.. so as a sign of protest,
me and the guys decided to 'fly high!' hahah that was fun. hahah

Saturday: i had kenduri at home so i kept myself busy all day!!! met my cousins and long lost cousins etc etc.
was tired though but what the heck!

Sunday : today! i already put up there wat i did today! oh yeah, we ate at marche' today and it was cool. the
food was awesome! its all like fresh and healthy? not really bout the healthy but the food was
AWESOME!! hahah

so that is what happened all week! oh!! i heard the nastiest/yuck thing on monday at mcd's after school. well i overheard it between shahir and sya. shahir was quoted as saying to sya, 'will u show me yours if i show u mine?' like what the hell are y'all talking about?! i know joe and maya are dirty but they didnt say that YET! hahahah well let it be a question and i dont even wanna know what the hell did shahir ment? hahaha
well tomorrow is school and im gonna do my homework so later!!!

aftermath

*yawwnnn!!*
hahah well today is saturday and it is one hell of a day.. i've been out from 7 this morning and just got back the last 20 mins. well saturday is damn AWESOME!! woohoo!!
went to school for report card and had to jaga parking bcos shortage of cadets. anyway that was cool.. giving people parking spaces and receiving smiles and thank you's!! hahah well i could say report card went well.
my rajin-ness for this week really paid off! the teacher was cool and so was my parents. after that my parents went back first bcos they wanted to balik kampung for a short while.
at around 2, everybody changed 'uniform' and headed toward our friendly neighbour, cbn! hahah well the carnival was quite okay except for the expensive-ness anf ridiculous-ness of stuffs there.
there were lotsa activities like paintball, haunted house etc. etc.
the haunted house!! hahah this is funny.. halfway through the carnival they closed the haunted house bcos all the so called 'ghost' tak tahan the aggressiveness of human. hahahahah!! i was supposed to stay untill the night to carry the machine to cbn and stuffs but i left at 3.40 to GE mall to meet nabs!!
NABILA! that was fun. although i was tired but still the catching up was good. i was dissapointed though that u didnt eat! :( oh well theres always another time!
then finished around 11 and everybody was hungry so went to mamak's for a while makan then left for home..
abang was already back when i reached home.
overall the day was great. im expected to lazy myself tomorrow with sleeping and eating!
im really tired so see yaa!!!

phew!! aaah!!

hello! last week was fun..me and my bro had to act cool when we all with my mom and dad as well went to see this horror movie on saturday night...
boy i tell u was it real damn scary.. as a result, i ended up sleeping in my bro's room for that night.. hahahah
anyway sunday went to my parents' and chilled there bcos like my sisters' are back and it was fun.
had lunch and went to pc fair. damn it was crowded and there were good offers for pc stuffs. my sisters ended up buying hdd for themselves but seriously for a size like that, it is still a very good price.

today is tuesday and school's okay la. i had to sp at 4n today while i was usually assigned at 3O.
then i dont know out of nowhere whis female prefect came from behind at simply checked my line for no reason and said that i shoul've done a better job...yeah righht!! then balik at like 4? bcos theres this local company who like rented the school band pipes and drums section to escort somebody for a function. we actually dont need practice its just usual thing we play everyday but what the hell! we are all so RAJIN righhht... on the way back with joe met up with intan and mayleen so lepak at maju for a while before going back..

oooh am i not looking forward for saturday bcos its like the day where i can tell u every student in the whole wide WORLD!! is scared/hate of. YES i am talking about report card day! aaaaaahh!! nooooo!!!! at first i was like okay la bcos my studies was okay and my form teacher is really cool BUT then i only knew today that my geo teacher is gonna be joining her as well.. everybody was like ALAMAK!!shoot man i tell u she is gonna talk for hours and hours!! but luckily i have my job as well too this saturday..

well thats it i guess. i'l post more if there's anything fun/intresting ey? OKAY!
and nabs! i am so PROUD of you!!:D

diagnostics

shit la exams over!:( hahahahah it should be WOOHOO! exams over! although diagnostics but still!
diagnostics was fun especially for the first 3 days! of course la bcos there was prefects jaga all the classes bcos the teacher had a meeting... anyway it was the BOMB! got la this one girl prefect who ACCIDENTALLY was assgned to our class! haha anyway she was harassing me all the waaaay!!! man it was not cool but it was fun!
she couldnt saw me sleeping so she sengaja langgar my table or knock it REAL hard..and there was another one where she refuse to give me an extra paper to finish up my bm2 paper and claimed tht i was asking for answers..aiyoyo hahah it was a good experience!
anyway this week was cool/confusing/anoyying/presure everywhere. sigh its just ive been assigned in a very very very difficult place to lead others while taking heavy shit from teachers.. thts just the teachers, not yet my seniors, damnn ive gotta take all the heat while 'others' only look wihout taking a shit from anything.
i do reallt need a day or two off. just a day of sleeping,psp,ps2,lotsa food and hot girls! hahahah
ive got nothing at the moment for the weekend but things are usually expected to happen so yeah!
im really tired now having played golf AND tennis just now and had to stay at the club for a untill about 8pm bcos everybody was stuck in traffic...even gina already went back at 7? yeah so i was left alone at tht club which is so dark and scary at night....
later!

alright!

Okaaay so weekend was a blast!
hahahah yeah it was tiring/fun/stupid/exciting etc etc....
so im gonna uncover the secrets! mwahaha saturday i woke up early and had tuition then after that at 4 or so when to dataran carpark? at ou for hitz fm 10thb'day!!! it was fun and there were lotsa activities... went there with maya!:D thanks joe!! hahah well she got vrrrooomm tickets so yeah we went backstage and stuffs but it wasnt tht big of a deal..i barely recognise any of the bands tht were performing but i did recognise the dj's!
especiall jayjay and rudy! and of course my sweetness!! marion caunter!! hahahah
we stayed there untill like 7 and then went straight to band comp at dataran merdeka!
NOW we're talking buisness!! sjicb was really energised!! im really proud of the guys! it was so obvious that the crowd preferred sjicb than damn viccb but what the heck they bought the game...results was exactly like last year's...we got third but still with all the problems the band is facing and the last minute-hard work practice of everybody, 3rd place is actually a very good result.. imagine if we gave a 100% show. probably we'll get first place...
Haha so anyway sunday woke up early to avoid massive jam to go to f1! alif now we're even!! hahah as usual maya had vrooom paddock passes for 2 but then joe claimed it since i already had fun with her yesterday! hahah u deserved it joe! dont worry, she was really wilder and hotter yesterday!hahahah
we left without finishing the race! oops hahah that was to avoid massive jam to go back bcos like everybody ras rushing for kanye west's! except for sya...sorry sya:(

The concert was fun!! thts a few concerts i've been this year and last year's. anyway finished at 11 or so after that everybody looked exhausted and muka tembok already! hahah but anyhow y'all OWE me for this except for erika and alif..we give and take righhht?? at the concert met up kitty kat! andy! and others as well i just cant remember...

well everybody have diagnostic's test roday at school and yet looked at what they did for the weekend! tsk tsk tsk kids these days!! haha well bm today was okay and i cant wait for diagnostics to end! so the end! ahaha:D

post la

HEELLOO everyone!!!!
sorry didnt update for like a week. been busy la school days kan. i barely have time to check others as well.
anyway school this week was err? arr? well it was okaaay!! so many things happened this week.
i got my badge on monday and now im official! i just hope i could get through probationary period.
tuesday was okay as well as wednesday...thursday!! brainstorming. this time it was kinda different with all the form 4's join us as well. brainstorming was okay la despite the fact that someone tried to hit me many many many times but i studied kinda well and i passed through all the questions....hahaha:P
friday! today! it was supposed to be friday yang bagus but i still had to go to school bcos we had police cadet celebrations at ipk kl. no comment la but finally we all tak jadi pergi. so like after that i hanged with all my seniors and that was fun! woohoo!
ANYWAY this weekend is gonna be one hell of a weekend. starting from tomorrow i think im gonna be very very VERY busy. sunday i dont know how im gonna cope with going two places far from each other at different times but im gonna find out a way somehow. i wouldnt want to waste my money:P
im sure y'all wanna know right. so here is the list of my hectic weekend:
1 B C
2 HFM 10
3 F1
4 KW C :D

hahahah im gonna leave y'all to figure all that out. i know y'all just know one thing which is F1! hahaha the rest u figure out ur self la. well afterwards got some people who is so rajin to play futsal. and im eventually playing as well. so see u later!!

i need school?

staying home bcos of fever is sooo depressing. i was suppose to go to school but nooooo the doctor gave me 2 days mc. hopefully i'l be going to school tomorrow. dont worry guys!:D actually i WILL be going to school tomorrow..well at least to take my garudamas and stare at my 'good' headshots!!
its so sick tht my school gives out our annual magazine like the year after. i mean like arent they suppose to give them out like around the end-year? in tht way we can get autographs and stuffs. pfft who needs a book to get autographs anyway? we all have our bajus righhht!!:D
and shahrul! tie kau yg tersangkut kat kipas hari isnin tu dh jatuh ke belum?? sengal gila dh tersangkut lepas kau biarkan je camtu. haha
anyway thts all for now. cant wait for school tomorrow!(cant believe i said that! :o)

fresh post

HELLOOO to all you assses who knows this blog.
hahah well this blog is certainly made up bcos of high expectations from people??
okay so i caught fever yesterday evening and leads up till today. i didnt go to school today. i DID want to but my mom said no no and i had to go to the clicic instead. blergh! the doctor was cool, gave me like 4 types of medicine and 2days mc. yeay?
Today i heard they're giving out garudamas and THEY said i looked 'good' in 4 kinds of pictures while the other only got like 1 or 2? mwahahah chill la guys, who ask y'all to be damn lazy.:P
staying home is quite boring though, i can only sleep,eat,eat medicine or sleep again! pfft
well thts all for now, i really hv to sleep although its just 9pm? thts like the earliest time i slept in years...