today is such a tiring day...
i slept damn late last night thanks to ween's new driving licence.. ur car is wicked btw
then today was late for rugby training, as usual double laps for me
then got a call from dad, im playing golf with him after prayers and i was like WHATT!?! so after rugby i rushed home and to get my golf set and stuff and rushed to ttdi and prayed there
then got home at about 9pm? yeah and went to arif's next door to play with his new fusbal (i should get one for myself though) then i got an sos from my friend and rushed home and started working! it wasnt that far anyway...hah
anyway things sucks, im trying to get over her and her name kept popping out everywhere, from book authors to tv characters to store names and to make things worse i know another 2 person whose got the same name as her...
and i wanna make a shout out to miss malaysia DEBORAH PRIYA HENRY for the miss world tonight! im banking on you so make me proud :D....
i'll be watching you tonight!!!
damn it and tomorrow is gonna be a long day... :(
Friday, November 30, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
i dont wanna go home!!! damn it i feel london has been so short.... sigh
anyway i wanna make a shoutout to syahira who's birthday was 2 days ago....
sorry i couldnt make it to ur party and i il make it up to u when i get back okay sya?
im going to legoland tomorrow and im looking forward for it bcos ashley and her friends are coming too so yeah... and just for u to knw, someone's been hacking my blog so if u see some post thats not really me just solve the puzzle la.
i was looking through my sister's laptop and look what i found!
i was 11 btw and i had a bag for my belly!
so dont laugh! only i can :P
anyway i wanna make a shoutout to syahira who's birthday was 2 days ago....
sorry i couldnt make it to ur party and i il make it up to u when i get back okay sya?
im going to legoland tomorrow and im looking forward for it bcos ashley and her friends are coming too so yeah... and just for u to knw, someone's been hacking my blog so if u see some post thats not really me just solve the puzzle la.
i was looking through my sister's laptop and look what i found!
i was 11 btw and i had a bag for my belly!
so dont laugh! only i can :P
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
london 07
hey everyone....
dont worry abt the previous post...girls come and go, i just hv to deal with it
ANYWAY! im having a blast here, have been here for a month now ey? yeah since after raya...
well i deserved this anyway since i didnt follow the family trip in june bcos of pmr.... its just my eldest sister, my mom and i also with kevin here and it has been BOOM! no words can describe it... my sister lives here anyway....
so apart from what i knew yesterday, im having non stop fun...lovin the weather, especially the people and ashley! haha she's my sister's neighbour's daughter and i knew her since i got here and yeah well she's really nice...she's in school now and im gonna meet her for starbucks later with her friends.... from her halloween party,to movies, to snowboarding and ice skating and kevin thought me how to skateboard and roman bath and carting with kevin....gah! kevin is my sister's boyfriend and he's the coolest! and he works with starbucks, the office i mean la...not the cashier.... he made my trip here the bomb....
i like going on the bus at 3.30...why? bcos thats when school kids here rides in it to get home and they are friendly...not to mention hot! haha the guys are also cool actually....
if according to schedule, im going home next week which i dont want to, trying to extend my stay here bcos i dont wanna go home! but yeah so many stuffs awaits me in kl and too many people miss me....haha
so anyway here are some of the pics on my cam...most of it is in kevin's and he still havent give me but il add some more later...
its freezing and we're drinking cold coke....genius!
picnic in the cold
Roman Bath with my sister...i mean big sister fyi
someone's tomb
Kevin V!
Roman Army wannabe
he wants to be an army too...well i cant stop him :P
its supposed to be sacred hot spring water
behind me is NOT a pool..haha
im missing much of the pics bcos its with kevin so il updater it when i get them....
im hungry and im still sad, i lost apetite bcos of her...damn, ashley's still in school now so i got nothing to do, thats y im blogging.. so later...
dont worry abt the previous post...girls come and go, i just hv to deal with it
ANYWAY! im having a blast here, have been here for a month now ey? yeah since after raya...
well i deserved this anyway since i didnt follow the family trip in june bcos of pmr.... its just my eldest sister, my mom and i also with kevin here and it has been BOOM! no words can describe it... my sister lives here anyway....
so apart from what i knew yesterday, im having non stop fun...lovin the weather, especially the people and ashley! haha she's my sister's neighbour's daughter and i knew her since i got here and yeah well she's really nice...she's in school now and im gonna meet her for starbucks later with her friends.... from her halloween party,to movies, to snowboarding and ice skating and kevin thought me how to skateboard and roman bath and carting with kevin....gah! kevin is my sister's boyfriend and he's the coolest! and he works with starbucks, the office i mean la...not the cashier.... he made my trip here the bomb....
i like going on the bus at 3.30...why? bcos thats when school kids here rides in it to get home and they are friendly...not to mention hot! haha the guys are also cool actually....
if according to schedule, im going home next week which i dont want to, trying to extend my stay here bcos i dont wanna go home! but yeah so many stuffs awaits me in kl and too many people miss me....haha
so anyway here are some of the pics on my cam...most of it is in kevin's and he still havent give me but il add some more later...
its freezing and we're drinking cold coke....genius!
picnic in the cold
Roman Bath with my sister...i mean big sister fyi
someone's tomb
Kevin V!
Roman Army wannabe
he wants to be an army too...well i cant stop him :P
its supposed to be sacred hot spring water
behind me is NOT a pool..haha
im missing much of the pics bcos its with kevin so il updater it when i get them....
im hungry and im still sad, i lost apetite bcos of her...damn, ashley's still in school now so i got nothing to do, thats y im blogging.. so later...
Monday, November 12, 2007
empty
hey everyone...im still in london, will be home next week tuesday...my trip here here has been great and i dont wanna go back...
anyway today is the most devastating,the most saddest day of my entire life....i dont know how i can express whats in my heart...i feel so hopeless, i cant do anything, i cant think properly.....
Today i just got to know that my crush, the one thing that i ask, that i want, the little thing that i hoped for has someone else in her life.... the thing that made me so sad and so angry is that she snuggled him today....and i thought she was a girl of high potential, has high perceptions towards life and has principals that she held on....only to know that she was cheap and just like any other usual girls....for the everytime, i respected her bcos of who she is, i liked her bcos of who she is but its sad to know that all ur patience and ur opinions towards her is for nothing....she's just like any other girls....i take back all of the things that i've said about her... im really hurt.
i maybe can accept the fact that she's not intrested in me and likes someone else but the one person that she likes, why must it be the one that i really really freaking hate...i swear im gonna make him pay for this....he is no match for her..... he changed her to be someone that she's not.. and that's not okay with me.... i am gonna make his life miserable and make him suffer if he ever hurt her....
She was everything that i've ever wanted, the one thing that i ask but it didnt happen.... why must that be.... i think of her the every second of my life since i knew her 2 years ago.... but now only i know that the evrytime i think of her, she was thinking about someone else... why have i been wasting my bloody freaking time??? i cant get her out of my mind although how hard i try..
we all have our first true love and this is mine... why does this happen to me?? i never let a girl get in the way of my life but she did although how much i deny it....
i wasted my time for nothing and i cant believe i just did.... i dont think i can fall in love with another again ever again... although its still early to say so, i think i just cant.... i cant accept this is happening..... and i dont think i ever will..... i was in love over her....she turned me into such a fool... i drive myself crazy over her...i wanna stay here in london, where no one really knows me, where i can start a new life and be thousands of miles away from her...
my crush, i hope and i really hope that ur relationship does not work out,u'll have a miserable time with him and by then, i hope u would remember what i said about him....
'i feel blank'
anyway today is the most devastating,the most saddest day of my entire life....i dont know how i can express whats in my heart...i feel so hopeless, i cant do anything, i cant think properly.....
Today i just got to know that my crush, the one thing that i ask, that i want, the little thing that i hoped for has someone else in her life.... the thing that made me so sad and so angry is that she snuggled him today....and i thought she was a girl of high potential, has high perceptions towards life and has principals that she held on....only to know that she was cheap and just like any other usual girls....for the everytime, i respected her bcos of who she is, i liked her bcos of who she is but its sad to know that all ur patience and ur opinions towards her is for nothing....she's just like any other girls....i take back all of the things that i've said about her... im really hurt.
i maybe can accept the fact that she's not intrested in me and likes someone else but the one person that she likes, why must it be the one that i really really freaking hate...i swear im gonna make him pay for this....he is no match for her..... he changed her to be someone that she's not.. and that's not okay with me.... i am gonna make his life miserable and make him suffer if he ever hurt her....
She was everything that i've ever wanted, the one thing that i ask but it didnt happen.... why must that be.... i think of her the every second of my life since i knew her 2 years ago.... but now only i know that the evrytime i think of her, she was thinking about someone else... why have i been wasting my bloody freaking time??? i cant get her out of my mind although how hard i try..
we all have our first true love and this is mine... why does this happen to me?? i never let a girl get in the way of my life but she did although how much i deny it....
i wasted my time for nothing and i cant believe i just did.... i dont think i can fall in love with another again ever again... although its still early to say so, i think i just cant.... i cant accept this is happening..... and i dont think i ever will..... i was in love over her....she turned me into such a fool... i drive myself crazy over her...i wanna stay here in london, where no one really knows me, where i can start a new life and be thousands of miles away from her...
my crush, i hope and i really hope that ur relationship does not work out,u'll have a miserable time with him and by then, i hope u would remember what i said about him....
'i feel blank'
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