Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Sony w810i
Exams are over, so best? Yeap yeap but crap, holidays without vacations and still lotsa crap to do aint really holidays but oh well, at least a few worries are off the head.
Alright well, Im lucky enough today to have a quite free schedule on this very sunny wednesday afternoon. Since I've nothing much to do except laze at home, I decided to switch my old phone back, Emma, the white Sony W810i since a lot of anonymous numbers came in these past few weeks so yeah. And the fact that Im bad at names aint helping either. :)
DAMN THERE"S A LOT OF SHIT IN THERE!
Haha I changed phone so abruptly last year that I didnt even bother to transfer all those videos, pics and contacts inside there.
But yeah a year later, it was put back to life. Damn, and I always wondered how the craaaaaap I went haywire for about the whole year. I went to the inbox and I saw all the reasons why. From the 1st text tilllllllllllllllllll the last one.
And I got all my answers. No wonder lah aku jatuh gila babi! Message dia steam steam doh! Patut ah goyaaaaang! HAHAHAHA a lil part of me smiled, a lil part was sad, a lil part was a bit diisapointed, a lil part of me laughed, a lil part of me was thankful. All in, I was just merely out of words.
To see how it never had a fullstop, was just sad lah, and hard, but then again, from where I am right now, I see why it ended like that. At the end of last year, I placed the other half of the fullstop to the half that has always been there a year back.
As much as I wanna be angry about it, I just choose not to. At least not anymore. For sure, I used to be really angry and shit but who wouldn't lah. First time ah bro, mmg ah! :)
But from where I am right now, I just wanna say thank you, really, seriously. For showing me or rather making me experience what its like. Both ways. Truly, it was fun. I had a lot of fun during that time. A lot of stuffs were made easy for me. You pulled me out of a big crap. :)
Sure of course I hoped that things ended up nicely, siapa taknak kot! Tgk je la kau sekarang! Pergh! :P But I realized that my time was over, I guess thats how things work. Move on and on and on and on.
Im sorry to say this but, Im happy and glad that things didn't turn out well, from where you are right now, things would be really awful for us. So I guess its true kan, things happen for a reason. :)
Heh to be really honest, I've dated a few since then, but nothing came even close I think. And somehow I still think of you at times, very randomly. And whenever I do, despite how much I wanna call or hope your text or your call would come in, I just ended up smiling. Widely.
The most I could do was pull back that one picture I kept. And say :
"Hey, I miss you. And I hope you're doing well. I know you are"
Alright well, Im lucky enough today to have a quite free schedule on this very sunny wednesday afternoon. Since I've nothing much to do except laze at home, I decided to switch my old phone back, Emma, the white Sony W810i since a lot of anonymous numbers came in these past few weeks so yeah. And the fact that Im bad at names aint helping either. :)
DAMN THERE"S A LOT OF SHIT IN THERE!
Haha I changed phone so abruptly last year that I didnt even bother to transfer all those videos, pics and contacts inside there.
But yeah a year later, it was put back to life. Damn, and I always wondered how the craaaaaap I went haywire for about the whole year. I went to the inbox and I saw all the reasons why. From the 1st text tilllllllllllllllllll the last one.
And I got all my answers. No wonder lah aku jatuh gila babi! Message dia steam steam doh! Patut ah goyaaaaang! HAHAHAHA a lil part of me smiled, a lil part was sad, a lil part was a bit diisapointed, a lil part of me laughed, a lil part of me was thankful. All in, I was just merely out of words.
To see how it never had a fullstop, was just sad lah, and hard, but then again, from where I am right now, I see why it ended like that. At the end of last year, I placed the other half of the fullstop to the half that has always been there a year back.
As much as I wanna be angry about it, I just choose not to. At least not anymore. For sure, I used to be really angry and shit but who wouldn't lah. First time ah bro, mmg ah! :)
But from where I am right now, I just wanna say thank you, really, seriously. For showing me or rather making me experience what its like. Both ways. Truly, it was fun. I had a lot of fun during that time. A lot of stuffs were made easy for me. You pulled me out of a big crap. :)
Sure of course I hoped that things ended up nicely, siapa taknak kot! Tgk je la kau sekarang! Pergh! :P But I realized that my time was over, I guess thats how things work. Move on and on and on and on.
Im sorry to say this but, Im happy and glad that things didn't turn out well, from where you are right now, things would be really awful for us. So I guess its true kan, things happen for a reason. :)
Heh to be really honest, I've dated a few since then, but nothing came even close I think. And somehow I still think of you at times, very randomly. And whenever I do, despite how much I wanna call or hope your text or your call would come in, I just ended up smiling. Widely.
The most I could do was pull back that one picture I kept. And say :
"Hey, I miss you. And I hope you're doing well. I know you are"
And with a big smile on my face, closed the book, and move on. :)
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