4.37am

Sometimes I wonder why am I doing this to myself

How can I be in this position in the first place

You obviously didn't care about me like how you used to

And I miss how you did

Because you gave me the world

Cant help thinking that you were just trying get something from me

How could you?

Were you faking everything?

It all felt so real

All those words you spoke

All those promises you made

All those hope you gave me

All the love you comfort me with

It all just seem so clear now

When everything's over

You got what you wanted

I'm left alone

You don't even care what's about to happen

Congratulations I must say

You really had me

I put you on top of everything else

Even when I've realized all this

I still hope for you

How did you do it

I cant hate you

Because I'm thinking its okay for me to get hurt

I dont want you to get hurt

Even after all those things you did

It's best that you don't even try and contact me again

I don't think you will anyway

For you, I may just be another person that come and go

But to me

You're the sweetest memory I ever had

And it remains

Only as memories

Now I have to get over you

And it's so hard

I cant even delete your texts

God help me through this...............