sins and tragedies

hey everyone! im here very healthy and breathing alive.
i apologise to most of you bcos i've been missing lately and not answering ur calls, replying sms etc etc. its just maybe i've been a bit busy.
anyways, for those who didn't know. i've been home alone with my brother at my parents during this holidays. yeap, just me and my brother at my home, home. we discovered a lot about the house though and kinda messed it up. i mean its really messy. well my parents and sisters went for holidays and im left bcos of exams. actually i chose to stay bcos i wanted to.

HOLIDAYS! is just so short. damn! i cant believe its already friday and i hv school on monday.
it barely feels like 2 weeks. shits la. but it was fun though. during these almost 2 weeks, i watched 5 movies! plus i watched pirates twice bcos apparently somebody fell asleep during the first time we watched it so we have to watch it again. anyway there was this one time i went with my brother at cineleisure for spiderman. the system was bloody down so had to buy it manually and there were the last 2 tickets left! but separated. but what the hell la kan i watched it and for the first time, i was bullied!! there was this group of girls on my right and they were tickling and throwing popcorn at each other. and it somehow hit me! and this girl next to me was playing sleep leaning against me. it was anoyying though bcos her friends dared her to. i can tell they were not watching the movie except when that goblin jr was without clothes. yuck! but it still was an adventure though.

there was also carting, crazy arcades, crazy pool and fusball etc etc. and i hv my awesome cousins to thank for so thanks guys.

oh yeah LTC was posponed so hell yeah! damn but i still cant run from this room problem.
and one friend told me what if they put one queen bed. it would be cool but still...

ey have u ever watched the tv or movies and have all this drama and problems that ended up with problem solved and thought that it could not happen to you bcos its really sad and devastating. anyway one just happened to me. i always see it in tv but thats all fake, they dont feel what i do right now. they're just reading lines and giving fake cries.

no reason to feel so emo la. i just cant deal with it. how do people deal with it anyway?
so im gong to the club later to kick somebody's ass in tennis. later!