6th October - Deja Vu

There are days where its fun, sad, depressing, eventful but if you asked me to describe yesterday with one word- I cant.

Im lost with words. And you say Im good with words huh?

So check this:

-During break in college, someone I knew briefly came up to me and said 'you're in luck today'. I responded by saying 'Yes I am, I met you.' Haha I still got it but little did I knw that my day was still early

-After college, a bunch of us hit tutti frutti in bsc only to bump with the siblings there. As I was enjoying my tutti frutti, someone unfamilliar gave me a nice smile and waved. Being modest, I thought it wasn't for me but as she got closer, it was Vera. I was lost for words. After what 4? 5 years of texting and IM's and surprise parcels and phone calls, I finally met her.

-It was a pleasant surprise. She looked very pretty in person. I was so shocked, I was gushing like an idiot. Apparently I didnt realize until the whole family and also the guys told me. Haha what can I say, it was unexpected. I dont think we'd ever hang out, better off like this ey? Haha Im just hoping for a lot more bumps into you, Vera. Or glamourly called, smallie. :)

-As I was driving back from Bsc with Yana, she told me 2 words, 'why not?'. haha ass!

-1.45am in the morning when I was studying, Evon my kindergarden mate from Australia texted me, 'Hey I dreamt of you, whatever you wanna do, do it okay, you'll be fine, miss you lots'



WHAAAAAAAAAAAT????

This is scary. But oh wells, we'll see how it goes.

On top of my effin head.

-Reese's peanut butter cup chocolates
-Hard Rock shirt
-Spain world cup champs jersey
-Ray Ban shades
-Giordano ladies jacket
-Engraved docktag
-Eve of 17th July
-DKNY apple delicious perfume
-Strawberry tasted lips
-Ribbons
-Warehouse dress
-Tutti Fruti
-Slow Dance
-Instantaneous dates
-Hugh Grant's character in Notting Hill
-The Beatle's she loves you
-Singing partner
-Ooooh, butter chicken
-AS Trials
-The phone call
-The text



If its not bcos of my believe in everything happens for a reason, I would've really wish I could go back to this time last year and enjoy the companionship I once had.

Screw it.

Oh hang on, nahh screew it! :P

It was great to see the Johannians back. It was just great bcos in the end of the day you know that those faces are the faces you went through shit together for 5 freaking years.




Compare how I influence you during your exams and how he influence you during your exams.
A big ass difference.
Maybe you're more hardworking now who knows ey?
I wish you all the best and all the happiness in the world yo. :)




I miss ND, come back to me soon, you give strength to my two balls. :)
Sem break soon!
HELL FREAKING YES! :)

Broken Strings

TOO many addictions. Its seriously unhealthy. :)


It tears me up.
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much,
I tried to forgive but its not enough,
To make it all okay


You cant play on broken strings,
You cant feel anything,
That your heart dont want to feel,
I cant tell you something that aint real,


The truth hurts and lies worse,
How can I give anymore,
When I love you a little less than before.


Running back through the fire,
When there's nothing left to save,
Its like chasing the very last train,
When we both know its too late.


Let me hold you even for the last time.





Awesome! :)

GE-LI! :P

GLEEE!!! HAHAHAHAHA


We're going to open up a glee team soon yeah guys??? HAHAHA

Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur

I tried avoiding Pavillion like hell for obvious reasons :)
Yesterday spent the whole day with Sya to get her new college outfits there.
Other than it was crowded with lifeless school kids, :P it was a great day out


We went to a lot of stores but I remembered Parkson and Tangs so well
Then we had Jco and and bought bread at BreadTalk
And we just left our money for drinks at the kiosk outside BreadTalk bcos there was no one at the counter
Then had Carlos', cant believe I let her shisha in front of me! Underage! :P



Until I realized, Im seeing things, from 3 months ago at the same stores doing the same things but with a different person :(
I was just simply walking down memory lane without realizing it


And it HIT me!



It . Wasn't . The . Same




I miss what used to be.
She is one of a kind.
Im glad to have met her.
But oh well,
Complications, Restrictions and Changes.






I just miss her. Is all.

Chicka

I first saw you at my bestest bud's friendster and decided I just had to know you.
I was thirteen.
You were the first girl I ever went for since starting high school.
And you're not even near my school.
I made an effort to know you from the net.
I was undoubtedly very lucky indeed when you gave it a chance to get to know me.
Lots of texts and chats then.
We shared quite alot.


It's now 6 years later,
And it's strange how I haven't really met you,
Except for a few lucky bumps into here and there,
And I feel like I know you well,
Its just Im not that lucky enough for a meet,
Despite all that,
I still waited for you, wooow
I amaze myself,
There's something in you that is so different that I really like,
You're so adorable it's killing me... :P



Then, you said you cant stand being with a guy for too long,
Scared the crap out of me,
HAHAHAHA,
You cease to make me smile with even the smallest gestures or things you do or say,



I reaaaally hope you'd give me a chance yeah,
Just one,
Only ONE,
Then you can ignore me if you think Im boring,
Please?
I wont bite,
I PROMISE! :) :) :)