the day i was iskandar

ALRIGHT! So here's the thing.. My display name in msn has been iskandar from yesterday and many are asking why... For some, yeah i did tell you the history behind it... haha then i just got tired repeating to the others so....

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED!


I had lunch at starbucks with nette...haha yeah lunch at starbucks,
well anyway after finished lunch she went back and I figured I could use another choc frap so I went and get one...

After paying I waited for my drink until I notice there's someone was looking at me, okay I mean STARING at me...

No, I'm not being perasan, I can just sense if someone is looking at me..
haha so I turned to check out who it is then it's true! A girl was looking at me like she already knew me and she was smiling, so I being the FRIENDLY person that I am smiled back la...

Suddenly she starts walking towards me and I'm thinking

"Shit! I don't remember this girl.. Where have I seen her before.. Damn, who is she?!"

So then she came to me and.....

"ISKANDAR!"

I looked her up and down... She had curves and was still "ON!" and I said...

"Hey you! Primary school right?!"

"YEAH! OMG! It's been so so long!"

HAHAHAHA So as a result to my reaction I ended up spending the whole evening with her as
"ISKANDAR"

So yeah but I kept getting close to being busted when I forgot I was Iskandar and the convo went like this...

"Iskandar, Iskandar, I never knew I'd meet you again"

"Who?"

Yeahh but then could cover up la... I did take her number though promised that I'd call her back, felt kinda bad la bcos despite the hot curves, she was still very very nice....

Sofya..... Sofya..... Sofya...

I wonder if I should call her and tell her the truth?
Haha what do YOU think?
I think I'm gonna start a poll...

Screw it....

Exams?

Exams are over... hell yeah!! Still have one week of school though before semester break... nak datang ke tak???

Anyway today we will be talking about a person we will either hate the most or love the most....
TEACHERS!!! hahaha well since it's teacher's day kan... why not?

Well one thing for sure after all these years of school, Good and fun teachers never stay for long... They'll either get married, get promoted, get pregnant or reitre :S haha
From primary school, I got the chance to be a student of some few awesome teachers... especially english...maybe that's the reason I can speak quite well since it's not my mothertounge...

But really maybe u realize it, maybe u dont, but teachers play a very important role in your studies, they can either make u hate a subject or simply just looooove a subject... I once hate physics and add maths until i got some rocking teacher teaching me the subjects...

Point is, teachers like these that we really need are the hardest to find. Some teachers are very good because of years of experience, some teachers are experienced but are not that good... People just assume that because they're experienced, they're good..haha what a joke...

I know a teacher who was new.... and she is GOOD, I mean seriously, she looks like she's been teaching for years... She had her own way of teaching us, full of love and games...hahaha baby games? but still, never have i seen my class passing up books on time, cant wait for her classes, behaving during eng periods.... She's really soft spoken, kind, loving and everyone loved her because she taught us with full of love man!!! I can still remember how she calls the whole class "studentssss..." Semua cair kot! haha but as I said, good teachers never stay for long... This year, she wasn't assigned to teach us again and instead, a monster came... haha :P

We always overlook teachers you know, when we leave school and all, they must always be remembered, i hope i can.... Just think of it this way, you rant about going to school early in the morning to study and all, but one day you'll finish school eventually, while they? They do all that for a living, wake early and go to school and stuff... So the point is, although how bad a teacher may be, just appreciate them just because they're simply teachers..

Mind you, it is NOT easy....In fact, how many of you asses want to become a teacher?
Sya jadi cikgu? pfft lawaknye!! joe? mmg joke of the year! maya? sexy teacher?? haha

Secara kesimpulannya,
HAPPY TEACHER's DAY! to all the teachers!!! if u ever find this blog anyway, which i highly doubt! :P




Screw it...

lembus part 2

Yeah its that obvious I ran out of title for this post....

I took this time to blog about how school is damn anoyying. Damn workload.
Know what, some teachers should really ask ur permission before they start using you...
Ni tak, for all u know one note came to you

"Firdaus, please write this crap long essay and submit before blabla"

"I have submitted ur name for this that competition, be ready. TQ"

"Please help me send this blabla to blabla"

"Firdaus, please leave a copy of this blabla list that happened a MONTH ago" [okay, this one was a bit edited :P]


But the good ones are...

"See me tomorrow" [Shit, I'm in trouble] haha


"This is your week's worth of homework"[Voted the best!]

They should really think if this student got lots to do ke or he has something important to do ke or he has DAMN SPM to study for ke... hahaha yeah, study siot!

Worst part, teachers that are WORTH helping rarely ask for help... nor teach you.. :(

I leave you with a picture to ponder on....




That's right fellas! This is no super imposed pic or anything...
Yes, it is me! In songkok, reciting the doa!
not something ur used to see?? hahaha

screw it!

lembus!

Gah! Thanks to mischievous! I had a blast!
Such a cliche isn't it?

Rain . Scool uniform . Plastic Bags . Ice-cream . Walk . Kuala Lumpur

Reminds me of our first 'date' ain't it? Well I dunno what else to say but I reaaalllly had fun and I appreciate what you did today.

Many have start calling me up and stuff and to my surprise kittykat! called me all the way from perth! Goyang bontot i suppose? :P

I can assure you that I'm fine... Serious! It's just I'm having one of the teenage anoyying problem thing going on but I'm really hoping that it'll be over....soon!

The 'she' is just another 'she' alright. Either you understand it or you dont. :P
As best as i can, I'm trying to forget all about her, trying to ignore her and stuff but all of you know that it ain't easy yeah. It'll take a lot of time so yeah! Screw it...

Anyways I appreciate what everyone's done yeah. From that crazy outing to another baking session with maya to crazy skyping to that late night to feeding me with chicks!
Just so you know, this maybe the one time I'm gonna write it here...

I L.o.v.e all of you asses! :)

Maya.Joe.Sya.Melissa.Ween.Lyn.Farra.Adam.Flip.Ija.Hani!

Penat siot!
Screw it tetap screw it! :P

do u knw that damn blogger takes almost half the time i shit to upload a damn pic so if u wanna see all our wild pics... go look at my devianart aite suckers!

Pain

Why do you have to love someone and be sorry?


"I Love you, and I'm sorry I do"






I dare you to face that

lament

Believe it or not, I have wanted to lament for a long time but never actually had the chance.
Yeah, I'm that preoccupied.
Today I managed to come home early, although eyes were shut, I was lamenting.

It's not fair that only I have this feeling
Stuck in this situation
No where to go
It's too complicated that I'm afraid to even open up
So I stay closed
Trying to find answers on why am i stuck here
Until i asked myself "What have I done wrong?"

I got all the answers after that
Damn it....
I shouldn't have
I shouldn't have
I shouldn't have
I shouldn't have
I knew that all my wrongdoings won't go unpunished
Little did i know that this is the punishment

What can i do to make it all better?
I really can't stand it anymore
You shoud've told me you were gonna do this to me when i first saw you
Now its all coming back to me

I've feelings with someone I know I'm not supposed to
And I've got so close to the point of there's no turning back
Exit doors are shut
I'm banging on it to break it open
But it won't
Stay close and I'll suffer every second spent acknowledging the truth
And the truth? Is that nothing will happen
Stay away and I'll suffer to see her alone
Stay away and I'll suffer to....
not answering her calls
not answering her texts
avoid her eyes
avoid bumping into her
How am I suppose to do all that when the first thing in mind when i wake up is her?
So what should i do????
Either choice ends up with me suffering


You know you're in love when...
-you expect her on your phone every time it rings
-you expect her on your phone when you receive a text
-you slip down the stairs staring at her
-you'd wake up early, study hard, ditch ur mates just for her
-you go crazy just for her attention
-your mind wonders on how beautiful she is when you talk to her
-She's the first thing on your mind when you wake up
-you mispelled some words to her name
-you keep spotting her name everywhere from tv producers, book authors, wedding invitations, billboards....and so on....

But I know that how much I lament
Nothing will change
Only maybe time will tell
While I stay here, no where to go, no where to hide
I have 9 months left to the ending of this
I wonder what will happen to me after that
Knowing she'll have someone new
Knowing I can't be looking forward to see her anymore
Knowing I won't be in her mind as how she will always be in mine....



Don't hurt others
Because the price is something that you can't pay although how strong you are.
Sorry.

Of 14th february and insanity

SO! Valentine's Day huh? haha yeap where shall i start?

okay.. here goes...

Dear Mischievous,

I thank you again for a very wonderful yet suspenseful yet awesome yet amazing night ey?

Why do i feel that every time spent with you is just worth remembring? Just cant forget about it la. I turn everywhere and i will surely remember something about the night.

-I saw an ice cream truck :P
-I saw the thing in the first row of 7-11! :P
-All my music player's playing future sex/love sound :P
-I went pass La Senza :P
-I keep spotting the word 'doggy' and 'BICYCLE!' :P
-I walked through Jalan Raja Chulan :P

Haha i strongly feel that you are having the same thing as i am?? :P
Well, we BLAME stupird chris brown don't we?
We could've spent a SAFE and HARMLESS night.
But instead!

White roses . TGI's . Spontaneous . Romantic . Jalan Raja Chulan . Dancefloor . WILD!

Oh yeah!!! Well, you're just getting mischiever by the minute aren't you?!

xoxo,
mischief!

If im up to it, yeah i'll say something about forensics and farah's 17.... what?! i cant? too obscene?!?!

Abang's counting down.. :P
Screw it....