lembus part 2

Yeah its that obvious I ran out of title for this post....

I took this time to blog about how school is damn anoyying. Damn workload.
Know what, some teachers should really ask ur permission before they start using you...
Ni tak, for all u know one note came to you

"Firdaus, please write this crap long essay and submit before blabla"

"I have submitted ur name for this that competition, be ready. TQ"

"Please help me send this blabla to blabla"

"Firdaus, please leave a copy of this blabla list that happened a MONTH ago" [okay, this one was a bit edited :P]


But the good ones are...

"See me tomorrow" [Shit, I'm in trouble] haha


"This is your week's worth of homework"[Voted the best!]

They should really think if this student got lots to do ke or he has something important to do ke or he has DAMN SPM to study for ke... hahaha yeah, study siot!

Worst part, teachers that are WORTH helping rarely ask for help... nor teach you.. :(

I leave you with a picture to ponder on....




That's right fellas! This is no super imposed pic or anything...
Yes, it is me! In songkok, reciting the doa!
not something ur used to see?? hahaha

screw it!

lembus!

Gah! Thanks to mischievous! I had a blast!
Such a cliche isn't it?

Rain . Scool uniform . Plastic Bags . Ice-cream . Walk . Kuala Lumpur

Reminds me of our first 'date' ain't it? Well I dunno what else to say but I reaaalllly had fun and I appreciate what you did today.

Many have start calling me up and stuff and to my surprise kittykat! called me all the way from perth! Goyang bontot i suppose? :P

I can assure you that I'm fine... Serious! It's just I'm having one of the teenage anoyying problem thing going on but I'm really hoping that it'll be over....soon!

The 'she' is just another 'she' alright. Either you understand it or you dont. :P
As best as i can, I'm trying to forget all about her, trying to ignore her and stuff but all of you know that it ain't easy yeah. It'll take a lot of time so yeah! Screw it...

Anyways I appreciate what everyone's done yeah. From that crazy outing to another baking session with maya to crazy skyping to that late night to feeding me with chicks!
Just so you know, this maybe the one time I'm gonna write it here...

I L.o.v.e all of you asses! :)

Maya.Joe.Sya.Melissa.Ween.Lyn.Farra.Adam.Flip.Ija.Hani!

Penat siot!
Screw it tetap screw it! :P

do u knw that damn blogger takes almost half the time i shit to upload a damn pic so if u wanna see all our wild pics... go look at my devianart aite suckers!

Pain

Why do you have to love someone and be sorry?


"I Love you, and I'm sorry I do"






I dare you to face that

lament

Believe it or not, I have wanted to lament for a long time but never actually had the chance.
Yeah, I'm that preoccupied.
Today I managed to come home early, although eyes were shut, I was lamenting.

It's not fair that only I have this feeling
Stuck in this situation
No where to go
It's too complicated that I'm afraid to even open up
So I stay closed
Trying to find answers on why am i stuck here
Until i asked myself "What have I done wrong?"

I got all the answers after that
Damn it....
I shouldn't have
I shouldn't have
I shouldn't have
I shouldn't have
I knew that all my wrongdoings won't go unpunished
Little did i know that this is the punishment

What can i do to make it all better?
I really can't stand it anymore
You shoud've told me you were gonna do this to me when i first saw you
Now its all coming back to me

I've feelings with someone I know I'm not supposed to
And I've got so close to the point of there's no turning back
Exit doors are shut
I'm banging on it to break it open
But it won't
Stay close and I'll suffer every second spent acknowledging the truth
And the truth? Is that nothing will happen
Stay away and I'll suffer to see her alone
Stay away and I'll suffer to....
not answering her calls
not answering her texts
avoid her eyes
avoid bumping into her
How am I suppose to do all that when the first thing in mind when i wake up is her?
So what should i do????
Either choice ends up with me suffering


You know you're in love when...
-you expect her on your phone every time it rings
-you expect her on your phone when you receive a text
-you slip down the stairs staring at her
-you'd wake up early, study hard, ditch ur mates just for her
-you go crazy just for her attention
-your mind wonders on how beautiful she is when you talk to her
-She's the first thing on your mind when you wake up
-you mispelled some words to her name
-you keep spotting her name everywhere from tv producers, book authors, wedding invitations, billboards....and so on....

But I know that how much I lament
Nothing will change
Only maybe time will tell
While I stay here, no where to go, no where to hide
I have 9 months left to the ending of this
I wonder what will happen to me after that
Knowing she'll have someone new
Knowing I can't be looking forward to see her anymore
Knowing I won't be in her mind as how she will always be in mine....



Don't hurt others
Because the price is something that you can't pay although how strong you are.
Sorry.

Of 14th february and insanity

SO! Valentine's Day huh? haha yeap where shall i start?

okay.. here goes...

Dear Mischievous,

I thank you again for a very wonderful yet suspenseful yet awesome yet amazing night ey?

Why do i feel that every time spent with you is just worth remembring? Just cant forget about it la. I turn everywhere and i will surely remember something about the night.

-I saw an ice cream truck :P
-I saw the thing in the first row of 7-11! :P
-All my music player's playing future sex/love sound :P
-I went pass La Senza :P
-I keep spotting the word 'doggy' and 'BICYCLE!' :P
-I walked through Jalan Raja Chulan :P

Haha i strongly feel that you are having the same thing as i am?? :P
Well, we BLAME stupird chris brown don't we?
We could've spent a SAFE and HARMLESS night.
But instead!

White roses . TGI's . Spontaneous . Romantic . Jalan Raja Chulan . Dancefloor . WILD!

Oh yeah!!! Well, you're just getting mischiever by the minute aren't you?!

xoxo,
mischief!

If im up to it, yeah i'll say something about forensics and farah's 17.... what?! i cant? too obscene?!?!

Abang's counting down.. :P
Screw it....

Some Things Just Have To Be Blogged!

Thats right! Im just here to tell you what i learnt on friday... Oh wait, i skipped classes on friday... So THURSDAY! I swear to god its the first thing i learnt from EST lesson by THE awesome:

TEACHER SC! :)

She was teaching about how unhealthy instant frozen burger is so i was curious: who haven't eaten a burger in their life so i enquired! :P

FD : Teacher! Then you've never eaten a burger in ur whole life is it?

Teacher: Yes, Of course. Before i did, but now i make my own burgers.

FD : Huh?! How do you make your own burgers la teacher?

(She comes close to my table to explain)

Teacher: Oh very easy.... You buy a whole chicken. Cut out the BREAST part. And you make it ROUND

(I swear to god she was smiling as i couldn't tahan anymore)

FD : REALLY?! (merely laughing)

Teacher: Yes. Why are you laughing?

FD : I love EST, teacher! :P


HAHAHAHA thats right mates!
You SEE!!! I dont flirt with teachers! Teachers flirt with me!
Knowing me, you dont expect me to resist that would you?!

Damn week.
Screw it....

what are the odds 2 person tagged you in the same shit?

Rules:
Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you

1. I dont know how i agreed to do this tag bcos i just dont bother other times

2. Whats up with people assuming that i have a girlfriend? so what if i have?

3. In my mind, women are always naked... (most of em anyway) :P

4. I can do wonders on the phone... thats right! ;)

5. I dont like parties and partying... hahahaha serious shit :P

6. I strongly believe on the fact that age is just a number... yeah!

7. Kisses doesnt mean much to me... i blame my worst sin: LUST

8. Stronger self-control is the one thing i hope i could have

9. My goal is to stay away from the things that im not supposed to do. (i have failed to do so) :P

10. I have hurt many hearts. And i swore i dont mean any of them.

11. If i could turn back time, I'd still be friends with a few awesome people.

12. What goes around, comes around.... dont ever mock people, why do u think im on braces?

13. People say i always get what i want, well its sad that i cant have the one thing i really want the most

14. Family is my upmost priority. You hurt my family, i make you suffer.

15. Never would i thought i'd stay in St. John's until form 5.

16. I prefer travelling alone, it resembles adventure and coolness... also i have all the time to myself........to check out the stewardess!! :P

17. In my room, there are a stack of FHM's that you will NEVER find! :P

18. I AM a sweet tooth.

19. I could choose to be a race driver prefessionally if it wasnt for my passion over aviation

20. I hate it when people think that i cant speak malay, HEY! its my mother tounge! And i grow up according to proper MALAY culture... bangga siot!!

21. Small and cute's my thing although hot and sexy are always the ones i go for... :P

22. I admit Maya is the best! she makes awesome-est choc-filled cupcakes that i lovess!! Im gonna invest in opening her bakery some day

23. I cool down and melt when i get ice-cream, donuts, cupcakes!, cakes, muffins, all these pastry stuff la

24. Most of you dont know, haha thats what this is for.....I am a pre-mature baby.

25. You never know if im mocking you even when im smiling... so SMILE asses!! :D


NOW, i tag those who have read this. Yeah! i mean YOU! i wanna know 25 nonsense about you!
I blame this tag to melissa and gina... except melissa's was 16, not 25 but what the hell la...


Hectic February!
Screw it...